Ok¡K I¡¦ve been lazy these few weeks¡K Ever since I POP then afterwards took my clerk course, I¡¦ve been pretty lazy¡K Life is pretty much the same¡K Either I¡¦m at home, or at nite went out with eugene, eileen, sharon etc¡K Even Xmas countdown, we seemed such a small group¡K Smaller then any other times when we celebrate xmas¡K Come to think of it, I didn¡¦t celebrate my last xmas due to my hospital stay¡K But this yr, Xmas eve went out only with nut and ber coz also celebrate nut¡¦s bday¡K But we didn¡¦t have any countdown, at nite never go anywhere play¡K No havoc no crowd¡K We were instead staying over at FBA¡K zzz¡K Even more worse was I spend the next day at home¡K Kinda pathetic for xmas I guessed¡K I think hen did ask me out but I was too tired bahz¡K So xmas was spent at home resting and using the com¡K Talking abt deprived life¡K Mine lack life¡K It lacks colours¡K

Everyday has been pretty much the same¡K Doing the same thing over and over again¡K Life like this is bored¡K Yet there¡¦s almost nthing to look forward to¡K No goals, no activity, no difference in everyday life¡K Damn boring¡K Wonder if life gonna be the same for next 20 yrs or so¡K If yes, it¡¦s gonna be pretty boring¡K AHHHH~~~ I¡¦m spending the peak of my life at doing nthing~~~ zzz¡K Ok¡K I¡¦m mad¡K Partly is becoz I¡¦m writing this entry in my office since I¡¦ve got a lil free time now¡K

Anyway trying to find something new to do¡K As for online games, I¡¦ve looked at warrock, English rf online¡K Warrock was abit laggy while I didn¡¦t manage get a beta account for English rf online¡K So meanwhile can say I¡¦m hopefully waiting for Sealonline English¡K It¡¦s been yrs since I touch tat online and it¡¦s such a great mmorpg¡K Remembered tat when I first started tat game, it was in Chinese¡K We were playing for Taiwanese¡K lolx¡K It was fun back then¡K

Okie¡K Apart from online, I¡¦m also trying to find other things to do... I¡¦m doing adobe ps 7 rite now but I¡¦ll surely need other breaks than tat¡K Tat¡¦s the only things I could do apart from offline gaming when I use my com¡K Quite nthing for me to do at home¡K But if I wanna go out, most of the time I went out alone¡K Most of us ain¡¦t free most of the time¡K But even if I went out, there¡¦s nthing for me to do except just walking ard¡K Well I¡¦m slightly broke for lan gaming all the time and arcades seemed so boring¡K Well there is a certain new game tat¡¦s nice but it cost $3 per game¡K Yes, $3 per game¡K Damn expensive so I¡¦m not gonna play tat game until it gets cheaper¡K zzz¡K Nthing seemed to entertain me¡K Ahhhh~ bored bored bored bored bored¡K Anyway it¡¦s been quite sometime since everyone went out to chill and I mean CHILL and not celebrating bdays, etc¡K Come to think of it, I kinda remember ber said something abt bedok 85¡K Can look forward to it¡K

Another thing on my mind is new yr countdown¡K Is it gonna be like xmas countdown? Damn boring¡K But on the other hand, wat can we do? Most of the place gonna be packed¡K It¡¦s confirmed¡K So I have totally no idea wat to do on tat day¡K So if anyone got any idea can tell me also¡K